I like fire.
Not necessarily for the destruction,
though that's nice,
but for the way things smell when they burn.
You can't *italics* have *italics* fun,
for she's far too independent,
and even if you could,
you could only have her for a night
twisting sheets until she's forgotten
again when the seagulls start their daily brigade.
Seagulls - they cry
liberty!
an air of mockery floating down
from the wind beneath their wings,
as you just want them to shut the fuck up
so you can go back to forgetting fun.
and like fun, you can't *italics* be *italics* happy
you are yourself, and she's already her own.
No ownership, but you may be able to borrow her for an afternoon
feeding ducks stale breadcrumbs from a bench by the pond