i have a secret to hide
not a lie, but a want
a yearning to kiss her lips
and feel her smooth skin
i want to hold her hand and dance
i want to pretend the world doesn't matter
and that's there's no responsibility
i want to pick her up and spin her around
i want to play with her and see her smile
even if it's only for a while
to hold her in my arms and tell her that I'm here
oh god if only you knew how you make me feel
you make me suffocate just breathing you in
with my head on your chest I can hear your heart beat
it beats like a stampede of a thousand horses
whenever I hug you
at least I know it's not just me
even if it's just a while