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It's a sickness
I want to believe what you say
I do
But right now I don't feel very gorgeous
It's a sickness I can't seem to shake
And there's so many decisions I wish I could make
I feel like I'm collapsing under the pressure
the weight of the world on my shoulders
and feel like I must keep my composure
to ensure the safety of my fragile heart
my dear, I don't wish to make you hurt
it breaks me to know I may
and all I want to do is be able to tell you
that you mean the world to me
and I would never wish for your sadness
nor try to be the one who brings it upon you
but please know I'm not perfect
understand that I have a lot to work on
but most importantly
know that I do trust you
More than you think I do
never once have I regretted meeting you
Tesa, please forgive me for the pain I have brought unto you
