I smiled at you because I knew it would be my last.
I laid down tonight and took a deep breath played my guitar.
I laid all my pills in a line one by one I counted them all.
I opened the bottle of water and calmly took a sip.
I turned off the ringer on my phone and closed my door.
I looked around and quietly said my silent goodbyes.
I turned on music called Celtic Treasures number 3.
I turned on the lamp and kissed my cat on the head.
I sat down on my bed and slowly i picked up the first pills.
There were six of them and I smiled and opened my mouth.
I swallowed all my pills in a row then i laid down.
I let myself feel sleepy, calm and relaxed.
I looked around one last time and then took my last breath.
~*~Kesha~*~