My Suicide

I smiled at you because I knew it would be my last.

I laid down tonight and took a deep breath played my guitar.

I laid all my pills in a line one by one I counted them all.

I opened the bottle of water and calmly took a sip.



I turned off the ringer on my phone and closed my door.

I looked around and quietly said my silent goodbyes.

I turned on music called Celtic Treasures number 3.

I turned on the lamp and kissed my cat on the head.



I sat down on my bed and slowly i picked up the first pills.

There were six of them and I smiled and opened my mouth.

I swallowed all my pills in a row then i laid down.

I let myself feel sleepy, calm and relaxed.



I looked around one last time and then took my last breath.



~*~Kesha~*~

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