Why did you have to go away?
Why you leave me to fight on my own?
I'm screaming inside, crying my tears.
I feel as if you betrayed me in so many ways.
I kept picking up the phone hoping to hear you.
I keep thinking that every knock on my door is you.
How could you just up and leave me without saying goodbye.
This endless battle that I am going through is ending.
I wanted you to see the woman I have become all on my own.
Everything inside me fell apart when I heard the news.
I kept thinking that it was my fault that you aren't here.
The tears flowed from my eyes uncontrollably thinking about you.
You can't even see how much I loved you because if you did...
Then you would be here right now smiling and laughing.
Your stupid mistake you were so beautiful and lovely.
I hang my head low wishing I seen the signs, every sign.
I wake up at night reaching out for you and you aren't there.
I need you to be here, I need to hear your voice.
I hold myself at night crying into my pillow.
Nothing I did couldn't save you, I loved you.
I lay the flowers on your grave while rain drops begin to fall.
I somehow know that you are watching over me my heart aches.
I will forever hold on tight to what we had together.
I let my angel die in life but not in spirit.
Forever Yours my darling Forever Yours
~*~Kesha~*~