Only With Time...Will I Die

It hurts to much to smile on the inside and it hurts to much to cry on the outside ~*~Kesha~*~



I just need my life to be something anything...not just numbness.....God I don't feel like I can live anymore....its annoying the hell out of me...I don't know how to live...give me something to live for.....



Give me something to feel....to breathe in and take as my own......Give me pain, heartache, death....Anything But Happiness...I can't handle that right now....I am fragile im about to go off the deep end and I don't feel like anyone can save me....but there are so many people in my life....I won't let them save me....They can't help me if I can't help myself first.....It has been so damn long....And I still feel like no one can help me......



Hear me...but please know that I am fragile....No one can Heal me.....Cutting can't even heal me because I feel nothing with time or space...I fear nothing, but still I somehow feel like im a disgrace to human kind....To myself....To my friends...to my mom.....So the question is why am I still here????



Only With Time Will I Die...Only With Time I Will be Alive...



~*~Kesha~*~

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