"You"

You don't own me.

You don't notice me.

You don't understand me.

you don't even know me.



You think you can figure me out.

You think that I am easy.

You think you can see through me.

You think that I will beg you for my life.

You think that you can step all over me.



You want to use me.

You want to abuse me.

You want to kill me.

You want to abandon me.

You want to hate me.

You want to steal my heart.

You want to stab me.

You want to make me cry.



You don't know what its like.

You don't know the pain.

You don't know my fears.

You don't know how hard it is.

You don't know what its like to be me.

You don't know my horrors.



You say you love me, but I know you don't

You say you will never leave me, but I know you will.

You say you will be with me everyday, I haven't seen you.

You say you want to marry me, where is the ring?



How many more times are you going to put me at risk?

How many more times are you going to lie to me?

How many more times are you going to rape me?

How many more times are you going to say you are sorry?

How many more times do I have to beg you to stop?

How many more times are you going to make me cry?

How many more times are you going to get on your knees?

How many more times are you going to ask my forgiveness?



I look at you and see that you don't know who I am.

I look at you and see a empty soul that used to live.

I look at you while sleeping at night.

I look at you and all I see is pain.

I look at you with anger and frustration.

I look at you with heartache and sorrow.



You aren't you anymore.

You never were.

You were just another person.

You were just a fling as you called me.

You didn't give a damn about me.

Now I know, You never will love me for me.



~Kesha~




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