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I wanted to cut today.

Cut the pain away.

Let myself become alive again.

So I wouldn't have to cry my tears.

I am sitting at work smiling.

While inside I want to crawl out of my skin.

The pain keeps deepening more and more.

I can't relax.

I can't sleep.

I lay there and wish that I was dead.

The people that I keep seeing.

I think they are waiting for me.

Hunting me down.

So I will become one with them.

I can't be me anymore.

I hate me still and I can't take anymore.

Nothing helps.

Cutting is the only thing that saves me.

Cutting saves me from myself.

~Kesha~