Asking and Wondering

Pulling me down.

Laying down and

trying to figure out.

Why is this happening.

Why is my father laying on me.

What is this image that I see?

He's laying on top of me.

Inside me exploring.

All I can do is cry.

And let it happen.

Who am I? I keep wondering.

Where did my life go so wrong.

What did I do to deserve this.

What did I do to deserve death inside?

I remember this sadly.

Watching as my father raped me.

Raped me of my youth and innocence.

I grew up way to fast.

I am 18 years old.

I feel like I am 30.

How could this happen?

Happen to me?

I askd for it...

I asked for it....

~Kesha~

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