A Stranger in the midst of all this
Calls my name, whispers it in my ear.
Tears come flowing from within me.
Please don't kill me is all I can say.
The pain me confuses my mind.
Reality becomes blurry, red, and black.
Circling into an endless cycle I cry
I have my arms crossed over my chest
As to protect my heart for him.
I'm Paying for all this misery I guess.
Nothing can explain the heartache I am
Feeling right now. I laid there, raped
With an object of the unknown. Feeling
Defeated once again. There is blood hidden
Inside this body of mine. My stomach becomes
A source of intense pain. I am blinded once
Again because I no longer had my glasses on.
I get up and walk to my own house and sit there
I cry as much as my body allows. Until i no longer
Had any tears to cry. Hold me. Just please hold me.
~*~Kesha~*~