Living up to your standards.
My life has been measured.
I was never asured that I would
be able to live long.
I looked forward to each day
with joy on my mind and in my soul.
I never tried to erase myself.
I grew up knowing that this was me
I deserved everything that was shared
between me and him.
You would think I was happy.
Inside there was nothing but emptiness.
I tried so hard to please everyone.
I failed at the end.
My life crumbled to pieces.
And I died within myself my stupidity.
I didn't get anywhere but where I am now.
The pain hasnt subsided.
Now I feel I have failed myself.
All in the end.
I started disappearing.
Trying to find myself.
Trying to find myself.
I needed something that I couldnt give me.
I needed help and love.
I recieved emptiness.
~Kesha~