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Heh
I'm so tired of people telling me that smoking is bad.
Hey, news flash..I know.
MAYBE, if you told me 9 years ago that it was bad, maybe I would've listened. No one told me it was bad for me. I started because my parents and grandparents smoked, and I live with them.
I am going to try and quit as of next week. I don't like doing it. I hate it, in fact. I hate smelling like smoke around my boyfriend, I hate being out of breath most of the time, I hate being a slave to some fucking stick filled with chemicals, I hate that I have to pay $9 for a pack that will last me 4 days at the most.
I hate depending on it.
It's disgusting.
Not only that, but when I encourage people to not smoke, they pull the whole hypocrit act on me. Yeah, your welcome for encouraging you NOT to die from cancer. I don't want people to make the same mistake I did.
Out of all the things I've done in my life, this is the one and only thing I regret. This is not a mistake I can learn from, it's a mistake I can die from.
