My life is torn away.
No support to help me on my way.
Filled boxes, green labels,
And strangers taking everything away.
Watery eyes but no tears fell.
Forcing a smile pretending to be happy.
Flashbacks of the good and bad.
Laughing, crying, happiness.
I left my guide, my mentors, my real family.
The ones I cared and loved.
My supporters.
Waving, hugging, crying goodbye.
I have entered the abyss.
A different pain I have encountered.
Loneliness, depression, stress.
No one here caring for the newborns.
They don`t bring in, they push out!
No chance of happiness,
True happiness.
I support others but no one supports me.
It feels good to help,
But I have felt more lonely than ever.
No new families here...