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Eh
I wake up, it's like 4:30 in the AM My mind's so gone can't decipher where I been. These past few weeks been a bit hazy man I hope I didn't do anything crazy. I'm stuck feelin like a schitzo in this place, hold my head up high I've been thrown from grace, and my body's aching I feel like I'm breakin, and I wonder what you're up to, do you feel the way that I do. I read you wasn't doin so well, but you never call so it's hard to tell, and now I can't break away from a past sin, that's left me with the biggest grin. I pull a pillow to my chest, Feelin anything but blessed. See held in this mind of mine, are secrets and pain kept from over time. Are you feelin the way that I am? Hope not, see you must understand, I don't do drugs but I feel so lost, and I can't break free, don't know whats gotten into me. I fake a smile and pretend it's alright, then your face creeps into my mind.
My body feels like: Eh...eh...Yeah...
My mind is like: Eh...eh...Fuck...
I'm hoping like: Eh...eh...Whatever...
See I'm Only like: Eh...eh...fuck it...
No hope left in this hopeless struggling life, lost it all I guess it was the same night, I woke up took a drive to see my sister in tears, and I guess that's why we been distant all these years. But that angel is gone now to a better somwhere, the stars shine brighter on that time of year. but that's a different story for another occasion, but since then I've lost most passion. Carrying onto a different subject, I got an idea and I hope you don't object, I plan to make you feel my agony, this kinda pain gets me down on one knee. You left me stranded and used, I've caused self-abuse, and it's nothing new, but I thought that you, would at least still be a friend, and I forget you're only a man. And again that's for a different day, but right now all I'm tryna say, is: Are you feelin the way that I am? Hope not, see you must understand, I don't do drugs but I feel so lost, and I can't break free, don't know whats gotten into me. I fake a smile and pretend it's alright, then your face creeps into my mind
My body feels like: Eh...eh...Yeah...
My mind is like: Eh...eh...Fuck...
I'm hoping like: Eh...eh...Whatever...
See I'm Only like: Eh...eh...fuck it...
Lost...I'm so lost...I'm so lost...Lost...
Backdrop the high times, Lose when the wind dries, but I don't know what I'm saying, Just moving my hands and this what's playin. Race around the parking lot with stollen meat, and you promise me you got a tasty treat. I run into the wall of exception, hope there is time for redemption, You lose what you stole with a gain for a hole, and I'm not here anymore it's all just a blur. Thinkin of seein a doctor soon, hope his pad of paper has lots of room, for this crazy shit thats in my storage space, close my eyes I'm bein taken to a different place...Don't forget me I scream into the Mic, and I'm not done I'm giving all my might. I noticed where you're standin' is where I should be, but right now I can't move my body, I'm being held back by a different source of reason, get back here you ain't done pleasin, now I move back to the chorus don't worry I'll forget us...
My body feels like: Eh...eh...Yeah...
My mind is like: Eh...eh...Fuck...
I'm hoping like: Eh...eh...Whatever...
See I'm Only like: Eh...eh...fuck it...
My body feels like: Eh...eh...Yeah...
My mind is like: Eh...eh...Fuck...
I'm hoping like: Eh...eh...Whatever...
See I'm Only like: Eh...eh...fuck it...
I'M SO LOST!!!!!
Are you feelin the way that I am? Hope not, see you must understand, I don't do drugs but I feel so lost, and I can't break free, don't know whats gotten into me. I fake a smile and pretend it's alright, then your face creeps into my mind....
Are you feelin the way that I am? Hope not, see you must understand, I don't do drugs but I feel so lost, and I can't break free, don't know whats gotten into me. I fake a smile and pretend it's alright, then your face creeps into my mind
