I'm baling, hoping for the past.
Not really
But I'm choking into depths of you. Wouldn't it be okay, to say, that I'm over it? But when I dream, I'd like to think you'd be there...
Just pop in a movie after Craig, close my eyes and wake up to a blue screen, from a great dream, that I later won't remember...
Somehow I want it back but I know...You're happy now...
{Just pop into silence}
I'm smiling, laughing at mistakes.
Not kidding.
But I'm joking on the lame. Wouldn't it be okay, if I say, that I'm so over that day? But when I fall asleep, I'd like to wake up to you there.
Just pop in a comedy so I'll smile. Close my eyes, wake up to yelling, from a great dream, that I later will be telling.
Somehow I want it back but I know...You're happy now...
{Just pop into silence}
And sometimes
I
Want to laugh
but smiles don't come, when your mother gets silent.
I laugh until I feel numb
I choke back
When I notice you're not around!
(-{We get so silent}-)
Somehow I want it back but I know...You're happy now...
{Just pop into silence}
Sometimes, I just let go...
and sometimes I finally move on...
{But we still get silent}