Silent

I'm baling, hoping for the past.

Not really

But I'm choking into depths of you. Wouldn't it be okay, to say, that I'm over it? But when I dream, I'd like to think you'd be there...



Just pop in a movie after Craig, close my eyes and wake up to a blue screen, from a great dream, that I later won't remember...



Somehow I want it back but I know...You're happy now...

                     {Just pop into silence}



I'm smiling, laughing at mistakes.

Not kidding.

But I'm joking on the lame. Wouldn't it be okay, if I say, that I'm so over that day? But when I fall asleep, I'd like to wake up to you there.



Just pop in a comedy so I'll smile. Close my eyes, wake up to yelling, from a great dream, that I later will be telling.





Somehow I want it back but I know...You're happy now...

                     {Just pop into silence}



And sometimes

I

Want to laugh

but smiles don't come, when your mother gets silent.

I laugh until I feel numb

I choke back

When I notice you're not around!

(-{We get so silent}-)





Somehow I want it back but I know...You're happy now...

                     {Just pop into silence}



Sometimes, I just let go...

and sometimes I finally move on...



                    {But we still get silent}

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Dedicated to my late niece Alexia Anne Rodriguez
She was amazing and just filled our lives with joy and she was my teacher, she taught me so much about love...all from a baby...

R.I.P BABY GIRL AUNT KATIE WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU!

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