I can't go back
I can't change that
I wish away the pain
Against the falling rain
I fight away the hate
And push open the gate
Signs they fall all around
But I can't lift myself off the ground
I try to make you understand,
I try to hold us in my hand
Whats done is done, I am full of shame
I've forgotten, and I'm to blame.
I see what I can't hear
I push away the dreadful fear
And I walk against the tide
As I am thrown from side to side.
I must move on but the chains hold me here
I reach across and try to touch you dear
All I can do now is wish
I'll never get that first kiss
And I want and I know
This feeling doesn't cease to grow
My love for you has grown more
But you have already walked out the door
Will my heart stop flipping out
As my brain shows me doubt
I'll never forget please believe...
And the tide has drowned me...