Did I ruin something again?
Does he not even wanna be my friend?
Why do I destroy everything in my path?
I'll lock myself away, so no one else has to deal with my wrath...
Give it sometime?
And maybe he'll be mine???
I don't know what to do anymore
All I'm doing is ahowing I'm a whore...
I don't want to be me
Cuz I aint making anyone happy!
Why does he not see me like that?
Am I really that bad???
I'm not ready enough, I know....
I'm so young...I KNOW!
But with him it's different
I don't feel like shit
I'm not insecure around him....
And I have been, since way back when (?)
Maybe I'm just being paranoid
Maybe I should just avoid
The rest of our conversations on this
We're just gonna be friends...
Forget I said anything....
FORGET; IT'S NOTHING....