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They ask me why I told you first
and I often ask so too
but you're like a big brother to me
and I couldn't face it to my mother
They wanna know why I told you first
why I trusted in you
was it so much of a big deal ya think
to tell you and no other?
They wonder why I told you first
but its something I cannot explain
of all the people in my life
I trust you second best
They yelled at me for telling you first
cuz you're a guy, but they
have no clue what it feels like
for me to even open my mouth about this
They want me to tell them why I told you first
but I have no clue why
no I wasn't looking for attention
and I don't know why, but I felt like a slut
They ask me "how can you tell him first?"
and in the back of my mind
I see all the goddamn reasons
they are looking for, but I cant make them shut up!
Was it wrong for me to tell you first?
but I also told you this
mother wouldn't believe me
and she doesn't....
She thinks I shouldn't have told you first
she thinks my reason is
I came to my senses after a one night stand, but she doesn't see
shes making me feel like shit!
She's making me regret telling you first
but I cant completely trust her!
she told me she'd hang out with me that day
then goes and puts a guy before me
Should I have her first
then she tells me I should have only told Angela
I'm so confused...but I need to know something
when I told you...did you believe me?
They asked me why I told you first
and I often ask so too
I trust you like I do my brother
cuz you're just like one to me!
They wanna know why I told you first
why I trusted in you
I trust you more than my father and mother
yet I'm not sure why.....
