all my life, I've dreamt of him,
thought of him,
wanted him,
needed him,
yearned for him
yet, i notice as the days grow older
we're not meant for each other
we're not ready
we're not happy
we're not where we belong
we're not in love
but if we're not, why
why are we still together why?
are we that scarred to be alone
that we'd rather be miserable, i dunno
should we go back to friends?
this makes no sense........