I tend to freak myself out once in a while
And I also start to break down with a smile
I'm in a pool of blood that's filling in my lungs
Surrounded myself with these loaded guns.
So I hold on tightly to the words that breathe
Silent answers down my neck
Creeping and crawling through my skin
To one it would seem.....
A bad omen amidst the crowds
Struggle and smile as if there were nothing but bliss.
Nothing to fear
Nothing to gain
I have only one thing to miss...
I freeze my position. Lock in on the target.
To think.
You didn't believe I had the strength to start it.