If I could tell you all that's in my head
And all the reasons I feel I'm better off dead.
If I could share why I let others use my body
Even though I knew they could never truly love me.
If I could make you see the fairies that play
And all the magical fates that surround me everyday
If I could love the world in a way I did before
Even though I never understood what was held in store.
If I could explain the ways my tears silently fall
And all the times I swore this was the end all.
If I could open up and not scare you away
Even though I know I'm perfectly insane
If I could do all these things with a smile on my face
And all the more hoping for even better days
Would you hold my hand and not disappear
From a childlike mind that doesn't think too clear?