Wandering through the shadows of my mind,
I feel a ghostly breeze dance across my skin,
watch my wings glisten from the moonlights mysterious glow.
The stars sparkle above me as I gaze up at the heavens,
suddenly he's beside me,
his wings embrace my own as a single tear falls.
I have loved and lost so much,
somehow he finds me and I'm home.
I'm not an angel or worth saving.
What will it take for you to see that if you stay,
you'll lose everything.
You say you won't back down,
to let it all out but there's so much poison in my veins,
don't you get it?
I was broken long ago,
I'm not going to change.
Still you say I'm awesome, beautiful.
Why arn't you walking away?
Every time I talk to you I fall a little more,
a little harder and each time you catch me.
Still trying not to listen to fear,
waiting for the rain to fall like it always has,
but you wrap me in your wings and shelter me.
I'm safe and lost in loving you,
the darkness is once again chased away by your light.
My love for you is like a wildfire that will burn in your skin and drive you to your knees,
but even when you break and plead I'll just keep on burning you until you are consumed with need.
You hold all I am and all I will ever be,
you are the gasoline that fuels the fire inside of me.
As I watch you dance blissfully,
I smile because you have no idea how much loving you makes me free,
so burn baby, burn for me.
You come to me on the breeze and I fall to my knees,
you are my angel of illusion, angel of pain, angel of love and mercy,
you are all these and more, you are my destiny and my everything.
No longer lost, with your light to guide me forever,
I have been found.
You call me your angel but that's only because
you taught me to fly on broken wings.
You touch my heart and I fall from grace down to earth,
but you always catch me and take me to our own piece of Heaven.
Yes, I'm twisted and a sadist,
you can't imagine what I feel when I watch you break,
bleed and suffocate when you can't find the air to breathe.
Can't help myself when your pleasure is such a sweet kind of drug to me.
With the smallest effort you got under my skin,
without a protest my walls dissolved.
Poured out all the poison as tears fell,
you held me silently.
Should have heard the alarms going off
but it was already too late, you managed to find a way inside.
For once I'm not chained to love,
its so much darker without you here.
Not used to being discontent with the dark,
damnit what have you done to me?!
My heart heard your sweet song,
bled from your pain.
I felt you pulling at me but how could that be when I didn't even know it was you?
Your song is such a sweet melody,
calming my fears, bringing light into my world of nothing.
You are the song I can't stop humming,
only now do I know the words.