Drowning it all in apathy,
blocking the memories,
tuning out the voices.
Laughing as I spin,
heading into oblivion,
I can't feel a thing.
Emotionless and giddy,
wanting to stay this way forever,
in ignorant bliss.
World's passing me by,
I flip it the finger,
fuck the world,
it means nothing to me.
All the bottled emotions,
locked in a hazy gaze,
head spinning into insanity's bliss,
comfortably numb to the world I live in.