Don't want love, don't want kisses,
only now, this moment,
I only want to live.
"Don't do it", he tells me,
as I contemplate the blades sweet caress.
"I'll make your life hell," he says,
don't you get it?
I'm already there.
Got a guy who's falling for me,
but I don't love him.
Don't want love, don't care about tomorrow,
all I care about is here and now.
I've been happy, everything was perfect,
but I can't have that anymore,
that happiness is out of reach.
Want to feel nothing,
go back to no emotion,
it's safer there.