You take without regard
whatever I can give.
You use me than throw me away,
like I mean nothing to you.
Do you feel anything at all for me,
or am I just an easy lay?
You light a cigarette,
as I bring my walls back up.
You know how I feel,
yet you reject me and all I have to offer.
All you want is pleasure,
but I want so much more than that.
But I'll let you continue to use me,
you'll never know what goes on in my head.
You say that you don't have the time,
but is it really that you don't have the heart?
My kisses mean nothing,
my words make you uncomfortable.
So I hide here, hurting inside,
behind my wall of no emotion.
I let you use me so carelessly,
yet you don't know why.
You'll never know,
but I'd rather have all of you,
not just part.
But until I can have that,
use me as you will,
just don't ask me what's wrong.