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A ball of pain, anger, dissappointment
Is me lying, trembling, on my bed
And I sigh, I whimper, i groan
I'm regretting words, goodbyes, left unsaid
A daughter, forgotten, forsaken, non-exhistant
Is me trying to make myself drop dead
And I'm happy, oh now I'm pissed
I'm an angry bitch who lost her addictive meds
A fighter, gritted teeth and eyes closed
Is me trying not to forget, lose my head
And I no longer wanna feel this horrid pain
I'm crying, evoking from veins a crimson red
A lover, passionate, jealous, compulsive
Is me bearing a heart that's easy to shred
And a kiss from me can be worse than a curse
I'm just trying to keep all my desires fed
A mess, shattered, torn, destroyed
Is me little more or less than depressed
And I don't think that I'm worth shit
I'm soon gonna find who's my real friend
