I don't know how things got so far
I don't know what I'm doing here
But everytime that I would fall
They were always there
They were hidden away
Safe in our little world
Our little world where we
All of us, could play
But now
The others, they broke into this world
The others know all about it
And they took my world away
I'm afraid to face them
I'm afraid my friends will fade
'Cause no one
NO ONE
Understands how these friends
Are so special
My friends were the first
First to know
That secret I kept for so many years
It's not your place to pass judgement
And they
They kept me alive
When I thought how much better off
I'd be ded
To me it's just a game
Just a FUCKING GAME
All the things we do
But to you it's not
No, it can never be that simple
Nothings ever that simple to anyone
But just realize
These people kept me alove
When I waned to be dead
To be through
A note to you