Sad and numb inside
It's not because of the rain
Nor the fact that it's freezing in here
I thought you'd be here with me
But you're not
Dead and lonely inside
It's not because someone killed me
Nor the fact that I'm so alone
So many things I should have said
But I didn't
Lost and confused inside
It's not because of the darkness
Nor the fact that I'm stupid
Thought things would last forever
But they didn't
Broken and tattered inside
It's not because I've bent myself in half
Nor the fact that my heart is shattered
So many things I wished I didn't do
But I did them
I did them