This sadness is getting to me
My chest is aching
And though I don't say a word
They can all see it in my eyes
And they care
But I say I don't care
If I really didn't, though
I wouldn't cry this way
The shame is getting to me
My knees are shaking
And though I don't complain
They can all see the crosses I bear
And they help
But I say I don't want help
If I really didn't, though
I wouldn't give up the load so easily
My skin is getting paler
My eyes turn redder
My breaths come shorter
As I'm sucked into this void
Where no hope or happiness shines
Where the melancholy reign supreme
Where you hear the angels cry
And even the devil feels agony