What happened to the days
When I would pick out something
Something to my little heart's desire
And I'd look to the tall woman next to me
Aking, Mommy can I have it please?
Never a care in the worl, never
Never caring what would become of me
Now I lay here on my bed
Playing loud music with my head ringing
Trying, to no avail
Trying to get that old feeling back
I try to understand this life
I just want to smile on the inside
Just the way that I used to
What happened to the way I felt
When we would drive along, alone
All the sngs we listened to
That inner peace I felt inside
How happy I was for stupid htings
But today I'm just happy
Happy if only I make a day through the pain
How I hate him
How I hate me
How I hate the way thing could
Maybe should be
And the way things were
Was no good
But back then
Unlike today
My heart
It didn't feel so strained