I love you so much...
That I hate you.
My heart feels like an unguarded castle
That every night, you breech without so much as a thought
Guiltless and ignorant, you smile at me
I breathe it in, as necessary as the air I live on
And you're oblivious and unyielding
Careless and cruel
Your name creeps into my mind every day
Taking me unaware as I sigh with the thought of you
And you laugh when I call you
And you tell me we're barely friends
How could you not know
When I look into your eyes, I feel naked
You see right through me, yet you see nothing at all
That's all I am to you, nothing...
And I love you
And it hurts
And I know you'll never love me back
And I don't want to love you.