Some times I wish that I were you
The top of the class; the popular few
Alone in my desk; a corner seat
I stare as you and all your friends meet
Why wasn't I born with that beautiful hair
Those creamy soft cheeks; that baby blue stare
Instead here I am with my glasses; myself
An ugly creation for the hidden back shelf
Didn't God love me? My mom always said,
"You just have to pray; not let it get to your head,
Those girls they are ugly; inside not out,
Don't pity yourself and don't always pout"
My class they would tease me, but that was alright
I never spoke back; I never did fight
They'd push me to lockers; Hit me with pens
I just kept my head down and prayed for their sins
God couldn't hate me, for what had I done?
I just wanted friends; I just wanted fun
My face was no choice; these cheeks chose no tears
Why did they mock me and give me their sneers
Maybe it'd be better if I were alone
No getting beat down; no crying at home
I'd bother nobody; I'd annoy them no more
Just wait my dear blade, for what I have in store...