A single razor long and thin
The horrible pleasure as it breaks through my skin
That control I get over my own fate
My own hands over the wounds I create
Others don't understand my life or my mind
If they only looked closer, they'd fear what they find
A desolate prison for body and soul
Those horrible years with everlasting toll
My crimson blood, so beautiful and red
The tears on my pillow as I cry in my bed
All those simple factors that tear through my heart
I spend all my time alone, just ripping myself apart
Those blackest of nights filled with hatred and rage
Alone in my room, my own silent cage
Fleeing into darkness escaping the prison
Knowing the consequences, accepting my decision
Shivering and cold, where I am, none can tell
But I won't go back home, not back to that hell
Who cares if I'm found, no loved ones to cry
Nobody to mourn me, if I was to die
Returned by a force, more powerful than me
Why don't they believe me, why don't they see
My words they call lies, my tears they call fake
As I sit here and suffer, all the pain that I take
The inhuman touches, the beats and the batters
My own crimson blood on the wall as it splatters
Nobody cares, not a soul in this world
Just my own hurt and sadness, in the corner I'm curled
Will I ever be saved, or is my fate sealed
Will somebody tell me will my wounds ever be healed...