Second place is made for me
It seems I never get the gold
Runner-up in everything I do
The prize once again passed over me
It's starting to get old
That's why, I guess, it seems I always knew
Someone else would get the gold
Someone else would get the prize
Someone else would take first place
Some other guy would beat me
Some other guy would do better
Some other guy would keep me in my place
What is there yet that I have to learn?
I just wish I knew when it would be my turn
These feelings welling up inside
Got to conquer, got to hide
What's really going on in me
It feels as though my heart has died
If I said I'm fine, surprise, I lied
Now I beg just to leave me be
Somebody else got the gold
Somebody else got the prize
Somebody else took first place
Someone else again beat me
Someone else again did best
Someone else has kept me in my place
Is it me who will always have to burn?
I thought for sure that this was my turn
Then I open my eyes and see
Everything that You've done for me
You've given more than I've thought to ask
I had forgotten what I've heard
All Your promises in Your word
With You there's no need for any mask
In Your eyes I'm more than gold
In Your eyes I am the prize
In Your eyes I see I took first place
No-one else can ever beat me
No-one else can do better
No-one else will ever take my place
Though it may be hard to see
Though inside it's killing me
Every seed must die to sprout
That is all this is about
First I the pain must know
Before I can even start to grow
And as I bloom from my very core
I know You're preparing me for more
07/08/03
wow
we haven't talked in too long
I love the last part
and its good to see you writting again :)
much love
ASH
Much Love
Ashley