Tonight is one of those times,
When everything inside of me is going through a breakdown.
My heart feels broken and betrayed;
My lungs are slowly collapsing;
My stomach is feeling butterflies, as if I were on a roller coaster ride.
My eyes no longer want to see what lies ahead, they just simply want to cry.
My body has little energy left in it; all it wants to do is die.
Give itself the taste of death, and with every injury let the ruby red blood flow.
If I live I might regret it, but then i'll think of something better that'll let me leave this world behind.
When that happens, and I am gone
don't cry for me, just simply smile and look beside you knowing that i'm still there loving you.