I want the world to turn its back on me
disown me just like everyone else has done
I want it to come down on me and crush me
I want it to end everything that i know
Let me end this life that i have
Let me see nothing more that can hurt
Don't let me hear anything
everything that comes my way just hits me too hard
Falling does nothing
Gliding that shiny knife across my wrists has no effect
Let me go quickly
Let me go away, fade a little more everyday
Love, it doesn't exist
It doesn't last forever like they say
If something hits it too hard it will just break and shatter
like some kind glass vase stuffed with roses that sits by the window
I don't care anymore
just let the world disown me
let it crush me
let it kill me, body and soul
Letting it take away everything that I…..They know.