Never Exist

Quite obvious it all seems to me

Does it matter how we got this far and how it all seemed to fall into place when our own ways we went.

It all seemed to lurk and weave it's way through the night making the darkness appear to be evil

My nails are full of dirt, my eyes of tears .... i've dug away at you through it all to make sure that next to me you wouldn't be.

Making you go away and disappear ... turning you  into nothing but dust in the air, the kind that chokes you when one breathes it in.

In your coffin of gold you lay ... what a beautiful sleeper you've become, such a sight which hurts to be let free.

Do you dream of yesterdays left behind by our minds in which we sang and danced, kissed and hugged, are you still recalling our endless nights of passion which tossed and turned without end?

Have you become what you thought you would be without me or have you accomplished everything and left it all to be?

I've seen many things come and go ....many dreams end and shatter..seen them get washed away by the rain that on summer days has fallen upon the trees in bloom ....

have you tried to walk upon the waters of loneliness, which often sink and fall never reaching solid land...

Did you once try and sing to the winds that past you blew, did you try to make them understand about your loss …

I think that I too once dreamed like you and laid asleep just as you but now it all has ended for me..

Nothingness tore  it all away , and kept it hidden within….

Where nothing can reach it and nothing can save it ….

Inside of my dream lover, someone who will never exist.


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