At first it was lonely
And then it was fun
Barrelling down
Waiting for the sun
Thinking of my dad
The love he has for me
How my brother changed
How I never really forgave
So difficult
To root it out
It even hurts
To look at all
So many worries
For housing and for food
Bills and debts
Somone repeats
Fears you never left behind
Never shed your skin
Or even your sin
Never made a name
And other living things
Never ran away to Jost Van Dyke
I remember waking up on the net of the catamaran
Staring straight into the teal blue waters of Great Harbour