im tryin to hold back my tears
tears that keep threatening to spill
the tears ive kept inside all of my years
trying so hard it makes me ill
im tryin to be the best i can be
im tryin to remain stong
tryin to be what you want to see
tryin to get along
im trying to make my way
making myself stay even though ive had enough
making myself tough it out and stay
tryin my best not to give up