What Could Have Been

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new shit to mike

you could have been the one for me

you could have been my only

but you never even layed with me

you never did hold me

we talked about marrige

about howe'd stay together

you told me that you loved me

you often used the words forever

i could have had your baby

i could have been your wife

but if that would have happend

my life now wouldnt be right

when you and i were together

i would go in my room before i went to bed

and i would think about that day

and every word you said

every day i lied to myself

and every night i cried

subconsiously i would ask myself

am i love blind?

do i really love you

or is this just a dream

do i really feel this way

or is it just the way it seems

well now i've found the answer

i've fallen in love with someone new

this guy really saved my life

he helped me realize i didnt love you!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

origonally written to james about mike but now that i read it, it didn't exactly fit. but it has somewhat new meaning now.

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Trista Calderara's picture

wow, I'm glad you're happier now