behind the curtains i watch you
your smile slowly fades
your heart in many pieces
yet you try to give it all at once
always, you find you give it to the wrong person
i watch you and i get closer to you
but still i keep my distence
learning your every move
i know what you want,
what you long for
i know your thoughts,
what you feel
i know and i wish i didn't
i wish i could help you
but the more i try the more you push me away
i dont want to help you anymore
just want to be there when you need me
dont want to tell you what i think
not going to tell you what i know
just let you do what you want
let you live your life your way
so here i wait
standing in the doorway
looking through to the other side but not takeing a step
they say you can walk either way through an open door
but i think i'll stand here, in the doorway
dont wanna walk through anymore
wont do me any good either way
so here i wait... alone in the doorway
I like this one. in answer to your question on Bloody Promises, no it wasnt the cheating. it was thinking we could have a relationship, being together at all, it was loving him