SEARCHING FOR A SIGN
(T. Beechey)
I've been searching for a sign since the day that I came home
But all roads intertwine and in circles I do roam
Somewhere between tomorrows I wandered and got lost
Now I'm wallowing in sorrows and my purpose is the cost
I've scanned the ocean blue and atop each mountain peak
Perhaps it's really true: I'm nothing but a freak
I need to be reminded why I came to be
Instead of being blinded by harsh reality
I've been searching for a sign to end this inner strife
A straight connecting line between myself and life
Who and what I truly am or am I just pretend?
Is everything a total sham or will this tormenet end?
I've been searching for a sign that somehow I belong
Just something to define between right and wrong
Along the way I've missed that I have a purpose here
Or a reason to exist upon this mortal sphere
Inside my dreams I wander through land and circumstance
Pausing just to ponder the secret of this chance
I know an answer's waiting somewhere to be found
But I've been debating if I should just turn around
I've been searching for a sign, a lesson yet untaught
That tells the world I'm fine instead of what I'm not
I looked into the starlight,I gazed upon the earth
Maybe they've been right and I do not have a worth