This is not suppose to be
You see more, then I see in me
I feel like you are filling
My head with jelly
And its killin me
The way you make me care-free
You long for the same thing
That’s what makes the sweet sting
Something being just in reach
But just out of touch
You can feel the warmth
But you cant seem to consume the flame
I see the same thing
Every time you laugh
Every time you smile
Every time you look in my eyes
Right now our desires are in the light
But the fears that’s the darkness
That swallows us
I don’t know, to hold on or let go
With all the crap you are going though
The last thing I ever wan to do
Is to make this life worse for you
Falling for you would be the easiest thing to do
But so hard to fall out for the sake of you
So I don’t fuck up what you have now
The worse part is I don’t know how
You worked so hard to get what you’ve got
And I am not going to let that sit and rot
I wish I learned to run sooner
Why did I look into those eyes
Why cant I say goodbye
Why is it when I think of you I cant help but smile
Why are you soo sweet
Why did you have o treat me with respect
If you didn’t I could just move on with it
But why oh why
Did you make me fall in love with you