Every night I wait for your call
Every night I wish I had it all
But every night I have to remember
That All good things don’t last forever
Every night I wish I had it together
But I know that this life isn’t going to get better
When it rains it pours
I couldn’t stand doing this to you any more
But this is what happens
I feel like I might just go off the deep end
I know that its my fault
That we may never be able to work things out
Maybe I should so what you say and move on
I wish I could have just told you what is going on
I ask if we will ever go out again
But your afraid we will start where we began
You think I could never change
And that melts my heart and my brain
You couldn’t understand my trust issues
I know that asking you to, was too much for you
For you to get it to understand
I just wanted you to hold my hand
But all this shit cant be buried with some dirt and shovel
Because all they just keep coming back all my troubles
With life there is no master plan
Soo I begged and pleaded for you to hold my hand
But here I stand
With my heart in my hand
The thing between you and me
Makes me see so much I had never seen
You can do better then me
You don’t even need me
You’ll be fine
You’re an great guy
And you can find some one new
Some one who won’t let your heart down
Which is the thing I regret the most right now
A thousand sorrys
Wont make the sun shine in the morning
But what you need to know
Is that you the one thing I didn’t ever want to let go
That my feelings were real
And that truly how I feel