Staring off into what
Darkness night wishing for
Sleep can't find that one
One thought to make it happen
Endlessly it runs on and onthe thoughts never
Never ... Stop
Like the waves against the shore they come and go
But they never end
I can't stop thinking its not something I can help
Out of the blue just there
I never though this would happen
Not dreamed or imagined
Mildly confused and conflicted
Why now why me
I'm gonna survive this
It's all chill just no hopes
No excitement they feed on those
Like water to a sponge
Control your thoughts and
Emotions it only ever
Leads to trouble
But I can't help it it seems like fun even
Maybe a good idea