Lost to my thoughts
I struggle against the current
tring despratly to stay ahead
lost, confused, tired
I've tried so hard
and all seems for nothing
the more i try the more i lose
the close i feel the farther i see to get
the surface just always out of reach
Sinking quicker now,
i flail to get my head above water
but nothing helps.
I just keep sinking father and father in
dying in my own mind.
emotions shattered and broken
my mind once cracked in the perfect pattern
of a spider's web now lies shattered on the floor
broken and discarded, i thumb for that last sliver of me
as a means to end my own pain.
Swallowed by my own mind i'll die broken and alone.