The day starts and ends in the dark
The ups and downs of each day,
play on the nerves and dictate your mood
but to much ups and downs your mood just levels out
you feel the joy, you feel the pain
and wonder why your so indiffrent
You see all around you happy and sometiimes you feel it too
but other times it like your in a funk.
You dont feel the joy of the goals set and reached,
or the delight of the last minute of the day of work,
Just the indiffrence of nothingness,
Yet some ray of joy come back
at the sight of something or someone, and you've waited all day for that solitairy moment when you know nothing bad
will ever happen, not while there around.
nothing in your life seems to give you that stubility
but this one person or thing.
Do you think you could live without that,
Could you find that same joy in yourself, will you always
be addicted to this one person or thing,
Will your happiness rely souly one someone else
or something else
We spend our days waiting for it, and one day when it doesn't come our world will crumble and falter like that of your windshield after a pebble as breached its structure
Weaving a spider web of cracks, till one day it crumbles down around you.
From day to day i love her and feel i always will but wonder whether things will alow me to continue showing her the joy she give me, Will one day i come home and find her gone
whisped away by and unseen hand from past lineages, or will she grow bored of me.
No not borred she says i'm be hers forever, Yet one thing still remains, the people she cares about accepting
a monster like me into there flock.
A sheep in wolf's clothing i think, my bite much less then my bark, i try and fight the feelings of losing with the her and now but one day will come when they will be told and the trouble will rise and line will be drawn as the gaurds are being alerted on there side as we speak.
I leave my heart in her hands knowing she will treat it with the care and love she treats the rest, and with her love all is possible to over come!