Crashing around me
My illusion of self
Is fleeting
Reality is slipping
Nightmares swarm my waking hours
And Sleep is but a distant memory
The demons of my past are here
And with a vengance they torment
What was my only peace
Awake now holds no more safty then sleep
The glass pain once whole now
Fractures and cracks
Weaving the broken spider web
The web you drive though
as you look out your windsheild
It fragments my vision and blurs reason
How can you judge what you cant see clearly
How can you fix what you cant see is broken
Casting the broken reflection back
Showing me my own Demons
Showing me my peices that i thought long hidden
Lost in my own emotions
I cant find north in this
Vortex of my own missdirection
Lost in the pain of my own choises
Not sure how to step and how to continue