I feel so selfish sometimes.....
This endless song of loneliness proceeds,
And I live my life in bitterness.
To dream of light....in this dark, dark room
Is just too out of place
And just doesn’t belong.
For so long I’ve been lost from all
Hope....Love....Salvation....
My destiny??
To fall and crawl upon my knees in dirt.
With the end of a life
Comes the end of a heart.
The world will rot upon
It’s own man-made corruption,
And I am just a player in this cruel game.
All these thoughts
Are buzzing so loud.
Why can’t they just shut up?!?
Let me live in quiet,
In the hole that I’ve dug for myself
And the love.
I feel so selfish sometimes.....
I have a need, a wish for LIFE.
But I guess that’s just too much to ask,
And oh so selfish.