Little girl

I wish I could take your pain away

I wish you didn't project onto me

 

I have stayed by your side

Picked up every broken piece

 

Your angst is understanding

He left you with me

 

Your sadness is uncontrollable

Never grasping how he could be so cruel

 

Haven't seen him in years

This is what you are now accustomed to

 

I wish a different life for you

I wish I would have made better choices

 

I'm sorry you are a reflection of him

The good and the bad

 

It's difficult understanding yourself

When you don't know how to name it

 

Abandonment is heavy

I sit with you through it

Vowing to try my best

 

I wish you could see what I see

He didn't measure up to the greatness inside of you

 

Please don't push me away with your anger

I want to hold and love you tight

 

Once my little girl 

Now just a mere gleam in my eye

 

Angry words and looks continue to be the norm

Just know that I will be here for you while you weather through your own personal storm